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A little update + Summer Solstice / New moon affair
Firstly I should apologise that I have been a little bit AWOL recently, and had completely abandoned my blog. Part of what I enjoy is writing and I haven't been doing an awful lot recently, instead I've been in a very contemplative headspace and honestly, I've been online a lot less overall too...
This hasn't been a planned thing, nor deliberate, it's just felt 'right'. I guess in some ways, there's been some anxiety around being online, sometimes this happens, it could be down to pressure of needing to show up constantly and then this pressure causes mental + emotional overwhelm. It makes my head feel a little bit too full, noisy.
As a natural creative, I have a lot of ideas come to me a lot throughout the day, and when I say a lot, I mean a lot.
Naturally I want to take action on all these things, because it feels exciting and I want to be able to share my ideas with you, but trying to sift through them all can sometimes feel like trying to find a needle in a hay stack, and so, I can't do any of them.
This also brings me onto being 'neurodivergent' a term I have only recently come across, but something I relate to a lot.
And though all my life I've fought to try and do everything that's in my head, but it is impossible. However, reading up on neurodivergency has helped me realise that actually, some peoples brains are just wired differently. And that's okay.
I don't like labels, but sometimes they can allow us to feel better about something, especially if we believe there is something 'wrong' with us, when actually, there isn't.
So that's how I've felt recently, a little bit mixed, I don't know if this is something you have felt too?
Then, out of nowhere, BOOM! The supreme courts in the US take away women's rights, choices and freedom of their body and what they want to do with it. I honestly can not comprehend it, shouldn't we be going forwards, not back?
I'm quite lost for words in all honesty, how, in 2022 such a decision can be made?
It's frightening, but we can't stand still or stay quiet. Now more than ever we need to use our voices to help overturn this malicious decision.
...On a positive note, I held my Summer Solstice Sister Circle last night, which was just UNREAL!! 🔥
I decided to hold it nestled between the summer solstice and new moon for extra spicy energy!
There was a lot of high, super charged, potent emotion and energy rife in the air amongst all the women present last night, and partly to do with the decision in America.
Some of these emotions included: